Amelia you were the light in every room , you were my bright , beautiful funny daughter the grief of not being able to save you hurts so much you are loved and missed by all of us and where to dearly loved to ever be forgotten

Our beautiful brother Jamie, 20 gallons of life in a pint glass, a kind caring and loving heart, a protective and loving son, brother, father and uncle.
Jamie your battle was long and hard, the enemies inside of you, you fought valiantly and relentlessly right to the end.
The world feels cold, dark and scary since you’ve been gone, I keep going and hope you know how loved and missed you are.
I’m so sorry I couldn’t chase all your monsters away big bro.
Rest now warrior, your battle is done.
Love you forever, your baby sister Beth x

Kate, my bright, animated, loving sister, my shining star. The day you left was the day the light went out. You found life with BPD so hard and your only escape was addiction. The mistakes you made weren’t you, your kind, loving heart only ever wanted to bring happiness to others. My life has spiralled since losing you my darling Kate. Nine years and still there are days where getting out of bed is still so hard. I’m working hard to learn to smile again and put the light back in my heart. Shine bright my beautiful sister.

My darling April, time is passing quickly since you left us but my pain is ever present. Life goes on without you as it should but the ache of missing you is with me daily. Im still struggling with the guilt of not saving you as a mum should but I know what you would say to me if you could. You were beautiful, amazing, funny, kind, clever, loving and you should still be here with us all. I love you eternally from mum xxxxxx

Isaiah
My gentle giant
Forever 27
We miss you more than words can say. So intelligent, so strong but too sensitive for this world .

My wonderfully, talented funny son. You were loved by many but just couldn’t find a way to love yourself. However far away I will always love you until were together again. Meanwhile I miss you with every beat of my aching heart. 💔

Forever Fifteen
Eternally able to eat for free
On an all day breakfast
To always feel invincible
And strong
To always laugh at your mum
Getting old
Your hugh boots under the table
Ready for the next day
That never came
Your vinted parcel, that arrived and never opened
To be remembered for being so tall
And kind
And young
Always a middle finger up in pictures
And a coat on no matter how hot
Forever Fifteen. Forever Summer.

My boy Tristan, my firstborn, was an exemplary baby, a happy and enquiring toddler and an intelligent and bright boy, loving music and sport.
His addiction became apparent in his early teens and life became increasingly difficult for him. When not ‘in the madness’, he was patient, kind and generous to a fault. He was a prodigious drummer and promising tennis player. He died in the same week he was about to apply to do a Music Performance and Technology Course at Uni.
I miss you every minute of every day, my darling boy, Tristan.

Mum we miss you as much now as we did when it happened. We miss your cheeky laugh, your dancing and singing and your ability to make everyone smile. You’re still very loved xx